Sorrie & I Love you

Dear Diary,

Looking at all the baby photos, you must be wondering, what the hell am i doing?? haha... Don;t be mistaken, I have no wish to have a baby yet hohoho...

I was having a tough period recently, and that goes to say i'm feeling kinda emotionally unstable...ha..ya what's new?? lol...

Had lots of quarrels, my bad temper pissed everyone off...

However, someone brings reality back to me again...In fact on one of the blading sessions, i met jeril and cuz i was jus in a foul mood i pissed Jeril off.... and he scolded me...
"For goodness sake, stop bitching... U need to grow up dear, you have not changed a single bit.. bla bla bla" Those are the exact words.... I was shocked and hurt! He never used to shout at me like this before... i drove home without second thought... I cired... yet at the same time after some reflection, i know he was right...very right...

I am quite a spoilt brat... too spoilt... i wanna everyone to treat me like a little princess, the way i was treated at home... I jus wan everything to go my way, and when i don't i just simple get pissed off and frustrated...
Jeril was right...all right... No one would have probably known me beta than he does i guess... I know he cared... and i'm so sorry for all the hurting words nad actions i had done recently to the people around me..to everyone that loved me...

I was looking at the baby photos...how i wished i am a baby now... the innocent sweet little thing... with no worries no troubles... where everyday is filled with happiness... ya..

ZX was right, there's no turning back and i shld look forward... and i will... drove to KL...to be apart from the world..out of touch with everyone... I guess it helps.. Feeling alot beta as i'm writing this post... Maybe i'll be back soon... but i'm enjoying the peacefulness so much now...ha...

Jus wanna take this chance to apologised to all my dearest frenz whom i have hurt with my childish behaviour, to Jeril i'm sorry and thanks.. to my favourite junior ZX who was there willingly as my punching bag, and being there to tolerate all my nagging, complains and grumbling in silence...To my brothers... I'm sorrie... I dunno what's wrong with me, i'll change for the better and i know god will help me..I love all of you dearly..

The Wonderful Night out watchng HARRY PORTER

Dear Diary,

Let's get straight into the plot without even a glimpse of Harry's miserable muggle summer: the Lord You Know Who is still haunting Harry's dreams. This year Hogwarts is hosting the Triwizard Cup, for which Harry is surprisingly enlisted. At 14, he's under-aged, competing against much stronger wizards (Pattinson, Ianevski and Poesy). But more terrifying than battling dragons or underwater creatures is the need to ask a girl to the Christmas dance. And those sinister dreams won't stop.

The story has an epic horror scope; we know from the beginning that something seriously awful is afoot, and Newell deftly avoids the mistake of making a kids' movie in which even the worst threat feels safe. He also focuses on characters, not effects, so that as it reaches the frighteningly nasty climax, there's a huge rush of unexpected emotion.

Ratcliffe handles the dramatic scenes beautifully, shows reluctant-but-dashing flair in the thrilling action sequences, and even gets a couple of beefcake moments. Watson and Grint are also allowed to develop their characters even further than JK Rowling does in her books. Of the returning teachers, Gambon gets the most screen time, while Smith and Rickman get the scene-stealing moments. The new cast's stand-outs include Richardson's pesky journalist and Fiennes as Voldemort incarnate (although his look is a little extreme). The film's star, though, is the wonderful Gleeson as Mad-eye Moody, investing each scene with a devilishly gleeful twitch.

Technically, these films get better and better. The effects are nearly seamless, and the story rockets along like Harry on his Firebolt. Newell balances the comedy and thrills expertly, and dares to notch it up, reflecting the fact that these kids are maturing. Which bodes well for the even darker times ahead

Yups.. Harry Porter... I'm a Harry Porter fan...Not to the extend of fanatic...but..jus like it...ha... Before the movie was on officially air, my dear junior invited me to join him to watch...though i was in the mids of a very stressful period...but how can i resist a Gold class preview ticket for HARRY PORTER!!!!

No doubt, I went for the movie...ha...Can still recall the happenings for that day. I went to west coast mac to mug with Alan tan then he gave me a lift on his new bike to Great world city to meet my junior. Coolz hor... I jus love the ride... Riding at high speed, enjoying the breeze and scenery... Since my parents wont allow me to learn bike, i shall work HARD to earn enough for a convertible so that i can get the same experience!!!!!! Saw a red ferrari on the road.. darn...It shall be MINE just give me another few years!!!

Shortly after i reached, my junior msg to say he reached too..much earlier than the arrange time...hence we went around before settling down at Kenny Roggers for dinner. It's been ages since i ate at Kenny Rogger. Only been there once with dear Shawn.Memories did fly back for a moment..

As we were sll very early for the show which wld only start at 10pm, we went to window shop around... i'm like a mountain turtle..ha...cuz it's been ages since i took a break from my tight schedule. We went in to some designer furniture shop, it was AWSOME! I just love every single item there...ha... my dear junior muz had been bored to deathmy me..lol...

Afterwhich we played arcade...ha...ya u cant imagine..I'm jus so "OLD".. I haven stepped in to an arcade for 10 over years...and there i am...haha...playing games..n i sucks at it..haha..but i had a wonderful time...no doubt...even while watching my junior play...i felt the youth in my again..hahah...okie i sound like i'm in my 80s le..hohoho...

Finally we went proceed there...I was excited...it was my first time watching GOLD Class movie...Wonder how it's like...ha...Apparently, it was his first time watching a gold class preview too...ha..

Goodness....it was simply awesome...jus too good to be true...when we steped in...I just feel so RICHED!!

If anyone had the chance you ought to Experience the Gold Class, it's in a class of its own and a world apart from the rest - an intimate setting that seats no more than 30-40 people. Basically you can find the traditional movie fare like popcorn and soft drinks, yet on top of that there are other delicious items also available - coffee, canaps and cocktails, dips and desserts, wraps and wedges and a bar menu to satisfy all tastes. There's waiter service too. You can arrange to have your order delivered to your seat at a time specified by you or relax in the lounge setting of the Gold Class Bar.In short, Gold Class is simply about spoiling you and no doubt i just feel so pampered...I guess anyone would have felt the same...

Yupz some photos i ripped from the website...It's jus a wonderful experience...an epensive one though...A ticket cost $25 bucks.. hmm...which means for two it's $50 so you can watch say 2-3 movies with your fren le..but if you have the spare cash, no harm going at least once to pamper yourself... you wouold jus realised movies are never the same ever... =p

I enjoyed myself very much and all thanks to my dear junior. Thanks for helping me to relieve stress.. and i think he spent quite a bit of money too... Felt a little bad... Shall give you a treat bak in return the nx round!

The entire night out was jus GREAT!. The movie was wonderful, it's just feel marvellous feeling pampered... feeling rich.. hahah... hmm..motivate me to work hard earn more money... lol...

My 23rd Bdae (Part IV)

Dear Diary,

On the next day, 7th october, i celebrated with my Secondary school classmates . No photos but thanks to them for remembering.... very touched...

Wearing the belt, the ear rings that they give me...Thanks peeps..

On the 8th, met up with UB gang for a gathering n they gave me a surprise mini celebration.

My dear Ub gang...unfortunately brother CK was not around... if u haven oredi know, brother CK is the UB chair for my batch and he's now an SIA pilot! Cool isn't? haha... Envy tt i got such cool brother ya/...hehe..

Thanks to Val for the lovely cake....it taste marvellous!!

My dear Val

My buddy HY celebrating with me for the third time hahaha....So happy..

Me, buddy and his sweet gf Felicia

The babes....

A shot with Felicia...

Thanks everyone...

My 23rd Bdae (Part III)

Dear Diary,

Finally, I'm free to update my birhday post part 3 hahah...ya..sorrie for takign so long...
Indeed, on the actual day of my birthday, my NTU frenz booked me way back to celebrate with me. Of course Eileen my bestest fren in campus did all the planning and co-ordination. Thanks dear. Yupz, we had a simple dinner at Fish and Co at Suntec, it's not sth grand but to me...it's not how grand the celebration is but the people present...the people that are there to celebrate with u..on the special day..This bunch of good frenz from my IHPT gang...a cool bunch...

Yupz this is the cool much of frenz i made in NTU... they are the reason which make everything worthwhile... although not everyone manage to turn up, i'm happy enough to see those makign effort to come despite having to work!

My pretty girlfriends...The sweet and lovable Zoe and the hot babe Eileen...

Haha...the cheeky boys...the never grow up boys..hahah...love them lots..

Me & my best friend in NTU Eileen, who's always there for me...who gave me lots of morale support and encouragement...

Lovely Zoe...my Birthday wish is to get her a BF... I'll look out for a nice guy...for she's such a sweetheart, a lovely gal that always put everyone else before her...who always treated me like a little princess...

Let me intro, this is weiliang aka Xiao P... a fren who's always to lend helping hand...

Alan, the yellow yellow dirty fellow...whahaa...oki kidding... a cool dude...

CW, the man with the best temper i have ever meet so far... never seen him pissed off..always laughing... he created a good impression for hongkee...

Hahah...Gees...the cheeky mao as usual...n alan..ha...Mao is looking beta lately..keep it up....Grooming is important for guys too...

Hhaa..the boys...

They presented the cake...and i was overjoy..ha...it's from mao mao...thank..Muacks..

My lovely cake!!!

I love this photo..though it goes to say i'm one year older..ha...

Happy Birthday!!!

I guess....u always look pretty when u ae happy and u are feeling so 'Xin fu' (fortunate).

Thanks my dear frenz, U guys made all the difference!

Ugly Side of SIngaporeans

Dear Diary,

Yupz..that's eactly how i'm feeling..Pissed off...

I was on my way to my Prudential office this morning at around 10. I boarded the MRT at clementi, saw a very old man leaning on the panel beside the door. I looked around, there aren't any available seats. There were a couple of youngesters sitting down. I wanted to go over and get the youngsters to give up their seats for the old man...then hestitated cuz i thought maybe the old man wanna get down le and probably rejected their offer. Hence i paused and observed before action...

I realise the fact is the old man, looking like age of 80 with a walking stick and a little crouching, was waiting for seats. I started to get very irritated by the sight. There's a young lady in office wear sitting down, 2 aunties at the age of only 40 at most, then few young pple on the seats, none are willing to give up their seat. I approached the office lady who was reading her bible,

Me: "Hi, U are a christian? From?"
Office lady: "O... hi Yes. City Harvest."
Me: " I believe Christians are kind soul, do you mind giving up ur seat for this old man
here?"

She didnt answered and but on her head phone. I was irritated. I was looking at her, then she pretended to sleep. Argh...

Worst, the 2 aunties sitting beside her, with carrying a NUS (We are 100 yrs Let's celebrate bag) heard, and turn their head when i turn my head to them, wanting to ask them...They jus pretended to be busy talking. Ok, i thought, i shall let them off since they are not that young. I walked over to the young couple or are they siblings, watever, i asked them politely if one of them can give up their seats, but they both jus give me the "Why should I" look. By now, i was on fire, the train oredi reached queenstown. In another few more stops i would have to alight and the poor old man is still looking for seats. When the train appraoched every station, the old man wld ook hopefully to find someone alighting and he can seat down...

Then finally at tiong bahru, the young couple finally stand up to drop off, i quickly tapped the old man on the shoulder and pointed him the seat, I lend him my hand and held him to the seat while he walked wobbly, but 2 young gals just sit on it when we are reaching...Argh..I was fumming...I went to argued, finally one of them gave up the seat to the old man.

I know i created a scene in the MRT this morning, but i felt so disgusted being a Singaporean for once. I had always been proud being born in Singapore but there are jus black sheeps around. In fact, on the train there were some "Ang mo" around shaking their head when they saw the scene. I'm glad they acknowleged my acts of justice and by telling me that i have done a wonderful thing.

I ought to be happy doing a good thing, bu i was so disgusted by the acts of these people, the SIngapore Government is working so hard promoting the courtesy campaign, and there i see people so selfish. Wld they die standing for few stops? they are so young, cant they pity the old man? Argh....Why cant they put themselves in the old man's shoe, duhz, they wld grow old one day lo...

Pissed off...

I know Alan will scold me if he reads this, he feels that i shouldnt be pissed off .. even when they are in the wrong, i should not let it affect my mood and feel upset...but i cant...this is not the first time i meet this kinda scenerio but this is one of the worst....argh...

Disclamer: I have nothing against city harvest pple or NUS pple, in fact i have frens there it just happen tt the black sheep happen to be from there and i'm jus accountig wat i see today!