Money is it a Blessing or Curse

Dear Diary,

I had always set targets and goals for myself...Setting my biz and getting it successful by the age of 30 was one of them...Earning Big Bucks...is my GOAL!!! Being half a Millionaire by 30 is my trial line...

I had enjoyed the luxury of wealth when i was younger..not that i'm some Billionaire's daughter...but life's considered good compared to the average.. Hence earning lots of money and being successful has always being my FIRST Pirority!

Then as time past...I begin to ponder...is MONEY a Blessing or Curse? Money brings you happiness...allows you to buy what you want..allows you to enjoy life in luxury...yet on the other hand, I had seen lots of pple fighting over wealth...then there are pple who are rich yet becomes heartless.. While others in order to get rich, try all means even if it means to be unlawful...

When u are rich..u get selfish...n generally become a miser...n u generally have less truthful frenz...U are generally unhappy....

Nonetheless...U may be happy in some ways when u are poor...yet u cant satisfy ur needs...

I have seen those i really care changed because of money...and it hurts...Because of money..they did all sort of things beyond my imaginations...their temper, characther changes....I hate to see this...Some in order to inherit the will did things against their will and principle...It makes me wonder really..does money make them happy that way...There's my Primary school time bet pal...who changed...then there's my loved ones...who disappointed me...

I agree MONEY is important...It is a need that cant be left out...yet I had always felt that You would be HAPPY only and only if u earn the money through your blood and sweat..and not other means...Cuz then when u are spending the money..U have a sense of satisfaction...

Because of MONEY, I see the ugly side of many pple...The GREED that is in them...

Haiz...