Cyber frenz

Dear Diary,

Have been either doing some odd jobs here and there...or hunting for jobs...still practicing my stuff..and trying to come out with my company website...bro dun seemed to wanna help me...sianz...

Made a few cyber frenz...I seldom chat to strangers online...I'm jus those attitude person that seldom prompt chats or make effort to call up and catch up with my frenz...Hardly or almost never put my ICQ status online..till lately..then got to know few pple...gee...I wonder how these pple find my ICQ contacts...and why would they wanna do so....too bored??

Got to see all sorts of pple...some are those that jus wanna looked for a gf...some wanna have cyber sex...dirty talks...others...jus wanna find some to chat...Then there are those that appear nice then after sometime..u get to see their reveal true self...of course there are nice pple ard... It makes me wonder...wat's the purpose of cyber chats...i mean to stangers that is...

Gee...why are there such pple...I cant believe anyone jus become couples..it's so unbelievable till one of my 'sisters' found her husband to be through ICQ....duh..Gee...Surprise surprise....in the first place I wont even meet up with my cyber 'frenz'..at least till now i'm still firm on my stand...or rather no one is able to make me change my mindset on that...(yes i'm stubborn)

Somehow i draw lines between my frenz..i 'catagorised' them...ya...i'm terrible...i know..i never say i'm a goody in the first place...but i think most pple 'goups' frenz...everyone got their soulmates, buddies, their true frenz then follow by good frenz, normal frenz and aquaintance. Someone (one of my cyber fren) jus told me this there are no such thing as no frenz but unknown frenz...well I agree with him...cuz that's hw frenz are made in the first place..however..there are many diff types or catagories of frenz... Agree?

And Cyber frenz are mainly aquaintance to me...ok maybe there are those that can be good listeners..and great cyber frenz..(I dun deny) but I still feel that it's hard for me to "TRUST" them...It's jus like i dun expect them to trust me as well...

I dun understadn why pple wanna meet up with their cyber frenz...I'm really curious...No doubt i do have a few cyber frenz that i can click along very well...but I dun see the pt to meet...isn't good to stay the way it is...rather than disappoint each other when u eventually meet...I mean during the touts, the characther or wat u tink the person is like was been 'constructed' in ur mind...so wat if the person didnt turn out to be wat he/she is..isn't tt a disappointment and sad case...why not let everything stay as beautifully as it is...and don't they find it weird that they probably told their cyber frenz all their stuff...tinking since they dunno u..so it's not embarassing...hence is it not contridicting to meet then????

ok...I have to agree there are nice chatters ard...I mean...at least there's such one now tt i'm chatting with...at least till now he's still a nice chatter....Hmm...but i truly to many others like him that can trust their unknown cyber chatters fully...I mean jus through the first chat itself...*Kudos*

Maybe it's me...just me...tink i'm jus not those that go for online chats...I simply dunno how to chat with them...no topics at all man...