Ignorant Is Bliss, Thanks Frenz

Dear Diary,

I have been thinking alot this recent weeks...done some soul searching..done alot of deep ponderings...I have finally had some enlightenment...

I guess...I understand finallly why everyone had been saying i'm one innocent, naive gal... I may have some rough experience...but I trust pple easily...and I was too positive, too optimistic... I had always lived in my own world...in my own dreams...Never to accept reality as it is..

It's only when I look back...that i feel that Ignorant is Bliss.... Now that i start to learn how to face the cruel world...did i regret...I wish I was backed to the stage where it's a B-E-A-U-Tiful world no matter what happens....unfortunately many time in life..there's No turning back...

I guess I start to understand how the world truly works....

Lots of frenz showed concerned during this period...I know my cold attitude towards them had hurt them..yet...I just cant controlled it..Honestly...Other than thanks I have no idea what else I can do to show my appreciation towards them...

All their encouraging words..their advice...their sharing of their experience...all the little little things done...it all did matter...

The list is as follows:

There's my Junior Princess Diana, Who accompanied me to the gym for a sweat out...n who bought me my favourite "After eight" Chocolate with a sweet note inside...So touched...(I'll Load the photo)
There's my best Uni Classmate....Chun wai, Zhiwei, Alan...Who constantly pop me msg to make sure i'm fine...and tried their best to do things to make me smile..
then, my campus best fren Eileen whom showered me with so much loved...whom was so worried abt me...who was always there for me in campus...
there's Robin...my IA good fren and my Bestest DAC President who gave me a lot of support...alot of advise and encouragements....
Thanks to Cass for the Harsh yet words that knock my senses and awaken me...She's right...It's part and Parcel of life...
Merci to my Jason...being such a sweetheart..the boxing really did release all my anger, pressure...and pain...Hope I didnt injured u in anyway...
Then there's my 'Big Brother' CK, who was so worried abt me..tried to get all my good frenz (Alex, LOuise, Jolynn[my dearest sister]) n Buddies to call me...

Of course I had my 2 best buddies HY and Jimmy Calling me...Whom i didnt wanna worried yet got the news from CK and Called despite being so far away...despite their busy schedule...Every word that they say meant alot to me...Simply touched for words...
There all those sweet frenz who saw my msn Nick and got so worried...came to pop my nice msg and encouraging words...
As well as those cool blog readers of mine...those I know personally like Shirley, Siang Hwee, Eugene, my young fren Giovanna etc etc (It's too long to name all u know who you are) and those I don't really know...thanks for all the msg sent to me...I have reveived the Love you guys sent....Thanks for showering me your care and concern..thanks for being so encouraging...

Thanks EveryOne!

I apologised for the negative attitude I gave to you guys that loved me so dearly...But i will come back....Thanks for everything...A million Million thanks is still never enuff to show my appreciation for all the little little things you guys have done..I Have received them all....I'll never be able to repay them back....You are the reason I'll be back on my feet again...

I guess the consolation I have, Are the many many trueful frenz...those who stand by me aways... Those who give me a hand when i needed it...Those who was over looked my bad points with my good ones...those who tolerated me no matter how harsh i was to them...those who truly loved me... I guess...I shouldn't live with regrets...I shouldn't complain anymore... What more can I asked for....

For all that cared...I'll pick myself up...
For u Guys...I promise I wont do anything silly..
For U guys...I promise to pick myself up again..
For u Guys...I'll work hard n Never to disappoint all of U ever...
For all...I wont give up!!!


THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!

I Love You Guys always...
Frenz Forever...