Sorry Carl

Dear Diary,

It had been months since yours truly ended the what seem short relationship…

It was kinda upsetting… or was it guilt… at least the sin was amended…for it’s blessing in disguise. It is kinda expected… it probably never was meant to be… she still recall the reason the blog was created 2 years back. The heart was kinda crushed when Carl says he is leaving for Swiss then later to Germany when things just worked out...

The world collapsed when even buddies decided to leave at the same time. The entire world seems to have deserting the little one. The feeling, where you once owned everything and in less than a week you lost almost everything.

Despite how painful it is to let all your treasured people leave you, you would still bite on your lips, smile and say Go on, you do not have to worry. Everything is going to be ok. You should concentrate on your career.

The pain was unbearable then... it was bleeding... Obviously that stage was overcome way back.

Many said this long distance relationship would not have last despite the fact that he had been waiting for her to untie the dead knot buried within her before walking together. As hard as it was prayed that the relationship would last, the drift can be felt…maybe it’s the latter… maybe she was never ready…maybe she had never untie the knot…it’s a dead knot after all…

May Carl be blessed with happiness…