Life is such an IRONY

Dear Diary,

Just as I was jogging along the road today....with the cool breeze and slight drizzle hitting me... flashes of thoughts cross my mind...

Life is so unpredictable.... It's such an IRONY... You work hard for something, for a goal and end up you chose something else... I cant help but laugh at it...

People around me are changing goals now... It's probably part and parcel of life, but come to think about it, you work so hard, spend so much time, effort to achieve something and end up wth something else... it's it funny...

My bro CK, is no longer a pilot... He gone through a whole lot to reach his dreams...but gave u his dream job eventually... and looking forward to anther journey in his career... then Siek yen who studied so hard and finally an Auditor in a well establish company... gave up her job to teach English in Japan... Then HY is probably giving up the 3 years of effort and effort he put to establish his status and career in SHANGHAI... giving up for his LOVED ones... How touching... but it's such IRONY, why leave your love ones in the first place to establish something, and giving up your achievement eventually for your love ones...

Then there is myself, who never thought I would ever step in to the Engineering field again after the tough life in Uni... Just when I was about to step into TCS as Asst Producer, here I found myself working as a QA engineer... What a Joke...Then there's my brother who studied Multi Media hoping to be a famous producer in Animation is now a TEACHER... Goodness...There's still so many more...

Most of us in Singapore, we worked so hard... at the very age of 5, you got to attend pre-sch... then primary, secondary, JC and maybe to Uni... U study and study... go through all the different streaming... and then out you come into the society.. going into the course of study.. and realizing Hey.... it's a piece of SHIT! This is not what you want...In school, during your first lesson, your teacher ask you, what do you want to be when you grow up.... but how many people actually have their dream occupation... even if they did, is it really their dream occupation?

Now that I realised my sec sch ambition... or was it what I was told to achieve...anyway, now that I reach my goal, finally...I begin to wonder if this is what I want out of my life...

Haiz....