The Love between Nana & Jing wei

Dear Diary,

Yesterday I Meet up with Nana on today since afternoon...Just reached home in fact...She's watching movie with her frenz...I knew she wont enjoy the Movie..not without Jingwei...

Nana's my good fren...my little sister...Someone that has much similarities in term of beliefs and family background...

She has everything....all along she was looking for a boyfriend someone she truly loves & loves her as much..... and recently she found...Her TRUE LOVE...The LOVE OF HER LIFE...Her Mr RIGHT... Jingwei... and He who loves her as much... The perfect couple, the perfect match... The couple that everyone envys... She finally found..and her life she said is complete...she want nothing more..NOTHING...

Yet abt one mths ago, Jingwei was sent to Heaven. The 2 loving DOVES is now separated apart by distance..forever...Why is God So cruel? Why did God Do such a cruel act to them? Give them happiness then reap them out of it....!!!

This ger has been crying so much...so so much..I can understand..cuz when my dearest dearest beloved grandma passed away it took me more than a month to stopped crying completely..in fact till know i still cant forgive the one tt cause her death...and i still cry each time i think of her.. Not to mention abt Nana...The poor girl... It must have been so painful...so painful...worst than break ups..worst than if millions of dagger pericing ur heart...it's so hard to take...They have so many plans together...so many things that they wanna do together...but over night everything disappear...

For those that have not read the papers or have not seen Xia Xue's blog(she's jingwei's fren), Jingwei is the 20yr old guy that skidded while riding a bike and got killed when a SBS bus run over him and crush his head. It was an immediate death, at least he don't feel the pain. Nana manage to see him before he was carried away...I guess that's wat JW wanted...for his beloved to see him the last time...

This entire period was hell for Nana...I felt bad for not being there for her...when i was one of the first she told..but i was in hospital and i was having exams..Haiz...bad things jus come...all at a shot..it's not easy..but no one can help her except herself...everyone can only give her advise..console her...for me i can tell her my experience and how i overcome it...but the rest is all up to her...She shld learn to pick up herslf not jus tink of going to be with JW...she has to accet the cruel reality, the fact which cannot be changed...if JW knows i believe he would want her to live her life happily...complete the things they wanna do together..finish the unfinish stuff..only she can do it...it's all up to her...whether she wanna listen and believe in it..

It hurs me to see her so painful and helpless...i believe all her other frens and loved ones feel the same too...Haiz...I guess i can understand her the most cuz we share same thinking...yet i feel helpless abt it..cuz i know i cant help much..to ease her pain...only she can help herself...I really hope she would be herself soon...

Sometimes i wonder why do bad things happen? why does it happen on us? Arn't God suppose to make the world a happy place?
I guess, Everything happens for a reason. God wants us to learn to be stronger...God created Bad things to make us treasure wat we have. Of there's no bad things i guess there wont be any good things either cuz then you don't realised it's good right?