From hard work till battle 15th March- 4th May
15th march:
Gee I was mugging really hard for the M463 quiz tml... have almost completed all the tutorials from 1-9...but the school is so duh...like test 3/4 of the module le...n finish teaching tut 9 today..then tml test on it..CRAZY...and Duh...it's supposed to be 8.30 in the morning hope I can wake up man...but it's ok...I asked Eileen to give me morning call le...O boy...beta get back to study....and have an early night...
16th March:
Darn late for quiz....woke up late....cuz I slept like at 4am...and Eileen either forgot or woke up late...so called me at 7.50am....geez..Reached LT 1 at 8.40am....Phew gotta sit somewhere front and everyone started scribbling le...Stressed.......Found a sit alone n started reading qns...Manage to do the paper.. 3 qns...Was doing then Oooo...Saw sth familiar...Thank god I went to prof Tony's tutorial yesterday...tutorial qn 5 came out exactly for the quiz....O man...heng ah... Went out the test hall relieve....not too bad..though not 100% but a B or C grade...I knew lots of pple were complaining abt the paper....but thank goodness...my hard work for attending lessons tutorials doing them...all pays off..ok...not yet not till the exam...but at least I see some light...
17th March:
CK supposedly to fly away for 3 weeks for his pilot training...very much wanted to meet him...another good fren of mine..but...haiz...no time.. exams coming...n I still got 454 proj to complete...n...sian still got 462 quizzes next week...
23rd March:
Gee.... Promised to bring calculator for Zoe cuz she lost hers.. but reached only at 10.20am..and she has oredi proceed for 462 quiz... fortunately I managed to run there...on time to pass it to her... Was studying for mine 462 quizzes which was in the noon...was mugging in the library till Zoë came back first after their 462 online MCQ...gee.. Zoë has a black faced..gosh...Alan came back shortly after..
Ling’er: wat happen?Alan: Err..she failed and she’s very upset.
Ling’er: U lei?Alan I passed.. but I oso dun dare to be happy. U go see her lei...Ya Zoe was extremely upset cuz she felt she studied hard for it...n how come she still fail. The thing is the exams are drawing near and this quiz covers ¾ of the module...I can understand how she felt...I began to panic...
The time to face reality comes...25mins later....FAIL...haiz...I was upset..cuz I oso studied hard...but wtf the questions were extremely weird.. and there’s like not enough time to tink at all lor..25 qn...1 min per qn....got calculation somemore...CRAZY... I went back pretended not to be a least bit upset.... I sms Eileen...she prob knew I was upset.. called me... I manage to convince myself tt the test was not a good gauge of my understanding for the module which is TRUE k...Feeling beta...I continued to prepare for the upcoming exams
25 March:
It’s GOOD Friday but o boy I’m back in school with ZOE and my newly made fren or junior, Diana in the NBS graduate seminar room mugging and preparing for exam.
Before I proceed let me introduce Diana whom I called Princess. She’s my newly found ‘love’.. hhaahahah... okok.. don’t get me wrong.. Cuz she comes from College and she has common interest and topic with me. On top of that, I have always ‘special feelings’ for my juniors. I always treat them especially well.. provide them my undivided attention, protect them...take them as my little sister.. Maybe cuz I don’t have a younger sister...
To tink Zoe and Alan keeps teasing me...ha...tink I’m a lesbian...lolz...cant blame them though.. ha...cuz I hardly comment abt guys or go gaga about guys...well...but that’s because NTU no charming guys...no one tt I can bothered to give my second or third look...I’m one person that rate pple very high on their overall looks, impression and if I know them their character. In fact I demand a lot not jus in guys but gals too. One don’ have to look good but at least know how to carry themselves. I have very high standard and expectation maybe cuz I have worked with modeling agency before helping them search for models etc, that’s why I have seen what I call good quality that’s why and I’m gng to start my own event and modeling company hence I muz demand a certain standard in rating. However, I rate pple doesn’t mean I expect all my frenz to be of certain rating.. No not true...
Ok back to the track...we were not in the mood for studying.. maybe cuz it’s a public holiday so we don’t feel guilty talking every now and then...and at one pt of time Zoe picked up her guitar and played some song as she sing along...man.. she got good vocal... but shortly after our nightmare comes...A china lady knocked on our door and came in to say abt hw we have disrupted her with our talking and especially the singing n guitar...Gosh ...i felt terrible n super guilty...there she is trying to do her MBA thesis and there we are interrupting her thoughts...the thing is she said to us in a very polite manner which makes me feel extremely guilty... In order to make myself feel beta, I bought a pack of tea and bring it over to her...and apologized sincerely for our inconsiderate behavior. I felt beta after which....and continue mugging....
26th March:
This is the first time Zoe has been to gym...Brought her to the gym along with Diana cuz Zoe wanna reduce her wt and looks fit... so as to match her Mr A guy. Hahha...ok...she knows who I’m talking abt...Anyway it was a good workout...but I realized duh my stamina have reduced a great bit....I tried to console myself tt it’s cuz I went swimming yesterday and have over stretched.. but I know it NOT TRUE!!!
I know my stamina have started to drop drastically ever since I stopped exercising cuz of my week knee problem. My swimming timing has dropped...my running timing dropped...and I actually get breathless....after a little running....god damn it.... I felt so frustrated.... Darn...where has all my training gone too... Argh....
29th March:
Mugging in library as usual...but today there’s this group of guys...that sit at the table next to us...Duh they were so noisy.....Alan was so pissed off tt he on his radio so loud tt I can practically hear the song he’s listening to... guess the guys got the hint and changed seats.. but it was so frustrating they were SOoooo sooo noisy lor..talking like no one’s biz... kaoz.. THIS IS LIBRARY!!!
30th March:
Finished my 455 lecture...was on my way to the library to continue my mugging for exam.... just then there was this guy walking beside me or rather in pace with me.. out of the blue... nway I recognized him as one of those tt mug in the library too...anyway.. he was also walking to the library so was i.. anyway when we reached the library door..he opened the door for me..n I said thanks. He smiled and said “ermm sorry abt yesterday, tink we were a little overboard” Oooo...so he was one of the noisy guys..ok lar..since he said sorry then forget it...nway I cant quite recognized him....one of the not too tall guys..ha...nway the entire group isn’t tall...who cares....
1st – 10th April:
It was all mugging and mugging in the library... Thank god we have Zoe to book seats in the library for us. Can u imagine she got to Q outside library at 8am in the morning to wait for the library to open at 8.30am? Sound KS? No way man....u shld see for urself the Q outside the library. If u wan a sit, then u beta be as KS cuz.. those china practically run to chop seats..u cant imagine how scary and horrifying the scene is...but thanks to zoe we always got seats.. thanks Muacks!!!
O did i say in between this period i suffer so much stressed that i start to lose appetite and have gastric problem and like require emergency call ... It was a hell lot of bad times man...
Finally I handed in the M454 proj and can conc fully on mugging for exams.
12th April:
(Special edition post later)
14th April:
Today i had my M455 paper. I was so exhausted...but i have to continue to work on my M461 paper tml. I tink the paper was passable one....Mark was worried...he feels that he didnt do well..and migh fail....haiz...i can understand his fear..his FYP is related t this module that's why...Poor him...first paper..he oredi so upset...But Bo chap...I got no time to be bothered by how he feels now..got to work on my siong paper tml...
15th April:
The day for M461. One of my greatest fear....I jus have a trend to fail thermo paper...that's why the stress and fear....But after the paper..I feel i can do the paper as in not score but i attempted all the questions and i tink i can make it to a border line pass at least.
16th April:
Gee...i was totally stressed out..Cuz the next paper was M460. Despite the fact i finish revising through all my modules and have done tutorials for this module too...I tink i have forgotten after my M455 and M461 siong papers earlier..I was totally stressed out my Eileen and Alan...they are so good. I mean cuz they don't have M461 unlike me n Zoe they have moire time to study for M460 and were constantly disccussing questions....I get stressed out...cuz i have studied once before but why do i not understand a single thingy...What the fuck...I PANIC!!! I lost apettitle...
17th April:
I was simply too stressed. I rejected all food...keep vomitting. My gastric could not take it anymore. The siren rang once again. I can hardly wake up in the morning. Wanted to go school...but.....anyway..it was a horrible experience with all the scoping and jabbing...Gee...I rather not mention and bring up the creeps...
Nonetheless...really apprecated the love my 2 good frens Zoe and Eileen showed...i mean not tt the rest don;t care but they are the only ones i sms...n my princess too...was worried abt me...Touched.....
19th April:
The day for M460....I was expecting for the worst though i came rather prepared....After the paper...Guess wat...it's not as tough as i expected..in fact it was a relatively easy paper...but Gee...I cant finish it...Dumb lecturers....this kind of demanding paper should be a 2 1/2 paper lar...2 hr hw to finish...got 8 by 8 matic somemore...kaoz...but everyone cant finish..so ok lar..tink can pass lar...
21st April:
M440...it was a supper draining paper...After the paper felt so blank...the paper was tough...Expected it to be simpler...like past years....but i tink can still make it a borderline pass if the profs are not too stringent...anyway everyone finds it hard so...not too jia lat bah....
I'm upset and disappointed...tout i cld do well...and i read through this module at least three time...yet...haiz...I know Maomao was upset...he was suppose to be good in this kinda management paper too....it was one of his first paper...poor boy....hope he gets over it and conc on next paper.
Gee...my next coming back to back modules would be siong....damn worried....
though i read through M462 twice le...but it has too many things to remember...and i am just not those that can memorised i have to understand n derive slowly but exam where got time....just not enuff ram...Eileen is damn good at memory stuff.....Salute man...
25th April:
M462....it was hell...i had a blank out....guess i was just too too stress....I was super upset...it's not tt tough a paper...or rather if u have good memory and u are those that can 'swollow' and 'vomit' everything out and plus u dont blank out...u will be fine...but jus not me...haiz haiz haiz...it's only till the last question that everything starts to come back...but kinda late..not enuff time...though i attempted every question...jus not enuff time...
God pls bless me....I don't wana fail this module...Everyone says based on the amt i have done i shld be able to pass...pls bless tt this is true...i hope it's not jus consoling words....Argh.....Tml still got M463...the paper i worked hardest for...I muz recollect my feelings and work on it...
26th April:
(Special edition)
28th April:
M464 paper...was disappointed....cant finish the paper....haiz...but so did everyone complain...hpe i passed...
Gee....it's like everyone's last paper today...ok for most pple...my group of frenz all finish le...sian...and my good fren Eileen...keeps saying she finish le...make me more sian...and down...i mean i was super sian after paper in the first place though...
haiz but still went to town to celebrate Zoe's bdae...try to put up a happy front though..ha...but i was so so tired...anyway...Initially planned to give Zoe a surprise by getting her Mr A...and some other kakis to celebrate but everything didnt turn out well..if it wasnt exam period i wld have make sure she's really SURPRISED!!!! But guess the msg from Mr A is good enuff to make her happy...at least i have acomplished sth...lolz...
Eileen wanted to get Zoe a present sp got her to chose her own present but after shopping n gng ard...still didnt manage to get any...ha....I tink it's hard...I mean we are not like Xia xue who will openly demand her present I wouldn't want my fren to ask me to chose my own present..i rather it's a surprise...I prefer surprises...like u know me so well n u know waht i want n like or at least u rem wat i like...Lucky Eileen never do this to me...ha....
30th April:
My Sherlyn's Birthday...so it's Zoe nad EIleen's bf clarence bdae....
On my way to gym with Zoe is sms Sherlyn...and sent her best wishes...gee...glad she never remove my num and still remember me....ha...So happy...O..if u haven oredi know..Sherlyn is this girl tt i kinda 'crush' or more like idolised. She's one of the touch rugby gals...She's captain then...I mean when i was ard...she wasn't...she like in uni le but still copmes back to play...and she plays in lionred...she's super coolz...super style...super pretty...she jut got the X factor...n her long stright legs...damn..everything abt her is god damn good lor.....she's like my idol...ha...anyway....back to study for last paper...
Ooo...did i say Hengyong called me to say he came back to sg?? I was so happy...somehow when i heard my buddies voice whichever tt called..i'm jus so so happy...it simply make my day....
1th May - 3rd May:
The gals were very encouraging...sms me...drop me msn msg...to moltivate me..o so did the guys...alan, CW...blah blah the list goes on....Really appreciate it...
4th May:
Finally...last paper....I tink losgistic was a do-able paper...but Esjay was worried....tink he can do well lor...but i tink all the bad experience gives him fear...it's like...so unlike him...he's such poor thing..another victim of the school policy/system....he's like under depression for sometime...i tink i wld be like him too..if place in the same situation...but i tink he's a talentd person...haiz...jus not an engine person.....did i tell u he got great built and body? A potential model infact...
Anyway..we went town to meet my buddy hengyong...have lunch and meet up with the rest..ike Huihui, Bee lan,JR, Juliana...and a new guy Mattew...and happen to meet Siek yen too....have long long chats till 9 plus in the night...n i lost my voice talking too much..ha...i'm jus happy...cuz exams over..n cuz i see my buddy....hee...Will upload all the photos soon....lots of things to be done no time to work on photos...ha...
O hengyong brought me n SJ to this cool place...a cafe in CK Tangs..on top level...very quite n nice environment n affordable price...
Ok..that's abt end of my summary...will provide with more special edition and finidings on
1: The guy w super natural power
2: My good frens bf died...poor Jingwei
Look out for those soon....
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