Attention Seeking

Dear Diary,

"For God's sake, She is so Attention Seeking, can?"

This phrase kept ringing in my ear.... I was reflecting on my actions... I love to reflect on the things I have done for I am one reckless kid that that on impulse at times.

Attention seeking, so that was what people think of me all the time.

How do you define attention seeking? I Ponder...

From the web: Being the centre of attention alleviates feelings of insecurity and inadequacy but the relief is temporary as the underlying problem remains unaddressed: low self-confidence and low self-esteem, and consequent low levels of self-worth and self-love.

Gee.. How negative.. But I wish to stand up once again for myself..

I agree I'm 'Loud', I'm 'Noisy', I feel injustices for people and stand up for them, But but But.. I'm not low self-esteem or low self confidence, not to mention I'm so loved by many.. My buddies can vow for me man...

Yes I'm louder than most, I speak up.. But that is a act of confidence.. I dare to speak up.. Wld you? Maybe in the process, I get attention of pple.. But that's of a different meaning to ATTENTION SEEKING which for your Information jade, it's a sort of illness... It's different. I don't deny that I can get pple to listen to me most of the time.. But that only goes to say I have Leadership, I hold the attention of them, I convince them.. I don't hurt myself to get their attention...

Hey jade, You don't have to be jealous over my potential and give me names that I'm attention seeking. Well then again if I really am attention seeking, then I guess I muz congratulate myself cuz I succeeded in getting yours, FOOL!