Wo Dong Le Ta - Li Sheng Jie

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Wo Dong Le Ta - Li Sheng Jie


我好想念她 现在好吗
wo hao xiang ta xian zai hao ma

旧画面还在记忆里挣扎
jiu hua mian hai zai ji yi li zheng zha

那年的夏 结束时说的话 一直不能放下
na nian de xia jie shu shi shuo de hua yi zhi bu neng fang xia

她说爱啊 爱很伟大 所以才能让她勇敢离开
ta shuo ai a ai hen wei da suo yi cai neng rang ta yong gan li kai

当时的我 不明白为什么 直到时间白了头发
dang shi de wo bu ming bai wei shi me zhi dao shi jian bai le tou fa

[Chorus]

我懂了她 她不让眼泪落下
wo dong le tata bu rang yan lei luo xia

所以让爱结束在最美的刹那
suo yi rang ai jie shu zai zui mei de sha na

她的眼里进了沙 她算了吧 够了吧
ta de yan li jin le sha ta suan le ba gou le ba

不要再苦苦争扎
bu yao jai ku ku zheng zha

我懂了她 不要我为她牵挂
wo dong le ta bu yao wo wei ta qian gua

她说天空很大要自由飞翔
ta shuo tian kong hen da yao zi you fei xiang

没有结果的爱情 她放了吧 走了吧
mei you jie guo de ai qing ta fang le ba zou le ba

不想要彼此受伤 她那么傻
bu xiang yao bi ci shou shangta nao mo sha

我好想念她 现在好吗
wo hao xiang ta xian zai hao ma

旧画面还在记忆里挣扎
jiu hua mian hai zai ji yi li zheng zha

那年的夏 结束时说的话 一直不能放下
na nian de xia jie shu shi shuo de hua yi zhi bu neng fang xia

她说爱啊 爱很伟大 所以才能让她勇敢离开
ta shuo ai a ai hen wei da

所以才能让她勇敢离开
suo yi cai neng rang ta yong gan li kai

当时的我 不明白为什么 直到时间白了头发
dang shi de wo bu ming bai wei shi me zhi dao shi jian bai le tou fa

[Chorus] x2

p/s: Thanks Bernard for finding the lyrics for me!

I have been listening to this song the entire week...constantly repeating..millions of times...I dunno why..it's jus a sappy song...Song of the words in the lyrics just strike me...Recently lots of things had happen...in a short time... I dunno hw to put it...my burden jus get heavier each day with all the stress from all over.. Maybe be the old saying that bad things don't occur alone is true... It's been one after another... Just when i manage to build up enuff courage & confidence to stand up again..something just has got to happen.. what i fear most is Facing death of loved ones... seeing your loved ones ill and leaving you... seeing them going through all the pain...you know maybe it's a relief for them after all..

Maybe i'm a jinx ... Or so i feel i am...people i love is constantly getting into trouble.. receiving all the bad luck form me...even my frenz cant escape from bad luck... Frenz bf died... seeing her reminds me of bad memories... I hate it... I feel it's me...She took shawn too.. Sometimes silly thoughts occur to me...Maybe God shld take me first and relieve me from all my sins... It's more painful to see ur loved ones suffering... it's more painful then me been taken...It's selfish..

Maybe the fortune teller was right all along.. that she is my saviour... that it's all from my previous life... What carma is that from previous life... I refused to believe..I chose to believe in fate that i can change my own fate but nw i begin to doubt myself...You don't always get return with the amount of effort u put in... Maybe when Granny leave...she cant give me the luck and support anymore... I dunno... I'm so scared...Suddenly I'm glad my buddies are all far away from me... though i wish otherwise.. At least they don't get the bad luck from me now...It's a blessing in disguse...Maybe be i shld hide away from everyone.....haiz..dunno...Life sux... nothing goes well...

It's so tiring and draining...I promise upon her death bed that i wld live well, to succeed, to be happy, to be strong and never show my weakness...but it's so hard... I'm not living well ever since... I bring bad luck to my family, they hate me, I didnt do well no matter hw much effort was put in, my frenz got implicated... and lots n lots too much to be said... So tired now..I cant concentrate at all... Wana take down my mask...feel like crying..crying out loud... till i lost my voice, till my eyes bleed, till my heart stop pounding...