The Attitude Princess

Sunday, January 23, 2005

life sux

Dear Diary,

Argh.....I wonder why...I'm SOoooo SOooo BORED!!!! It's 4 am and i cant get to bed....

Life Really SUX!!!!!

SO many things to do yet so bored....no mood to do at all..HAve got M455 Test on Monday...and got my FYP to rushed and finish...yet...I have no moltivation to do anything...jus feel like stoning...stare into blank space....do nothing....

Alot of frenz asked me out today...but i jus don't feel like going out with them...sometimes...you just don't wanna "waste" ur time with them...(I mean if gng out with frenz u don't click, it's so tiring...U have to entertain them, urself..U'll not be at ease...U can't be urself..nonetheless..it's kind of them to ask me out) yet i'm bored..ha...I'm contridicting myself...

Maybe i lost my aim in life...maybe...I see no point in it....there were no focus...I lost all the moltivation and encouragement.....

Frenz...everyone have countless of them...I bet i have too...countless fren...much more than my Phonelist can contain...I used to be such a lucky girl...One that most people wld envy...I got tons and tons of frenz...good frenz, best frenz..buddies with me...I have got a Happy Family...I have everything I want..the sun, the moon, the wind...at my wish...I dont have to worry abt anything ....Money, studies, frenz, love, Happines..I have it all.... But good things never last....

I learn the fact that eveyrthing Happens for a reason...what we get in return may not be tangible...but why me going through so much...why do i have to go trough the hardest way..others don't...Why give me everything...then reap everything away from me...It's so cruel...It's Torture...All i asked for is a simple life...I dont need to be a RICH gal, i don't have to be in DEAN's list.....

I just want to be HAPPY...

I'm not Happy now...there are so many things to worry about...

Hmm..wonder why i get so sentimental and emotional today....but i just cant concetrate....

I wish...I wish...i can just let go of everything.. everything i mean...all the burden...all the worries...I wish i can be a blank white sheet...where i can re-write my story of life....

++ Tag

ii wish upon a s t a rr ;;
wanna be right where u are
you set my world on fire
babe i got a crush on you.
ii wish upon a s t a rr ;;
cant you see how right we are
we should be together
babe i got a crush on you.

i used to turn around and ~~walk away~~
never stopped to plae
cause there was no attraction.

but in my heart you start tu grow on me
kind of suddenly
so now i’ve change direction

knowing it might seems strange
llurfe came over me
feeling that luck has changed
do you want me, like i want you?

in dis cold world, where dreams are few
baby, i want you ;
is it too much to ask for?

i’|l let you take me to places I nvr been
if you jus give in
so babe, its now or nvr

me and you, you and me ;
living a life in harmony
its magic, babe i’ve got a crush on you. YES I do... Say you do too

_____ii llurfe yoo_____

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KaiLinG- ©

Sunday, January 23, 2005

life sux

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Sunday, January 23, 2005 life sux Dear Diary, Argh.....I wonder why...I'm SOoooo SOooo BORED!!!! It's 4 am and i cant get to bed.... Life Really SUX!!!!! SO many things to do yet so bored....no mood to do at all..HAve got M455 Test on Monday...and got my FYP to rushed and finish...yet...I have no moltivation to do anything...jus feel like stoning...stare into blank space....do nothing.... Alot of frenz asked me out today...but i jus don't feel like going out with them...sometimes...you just don't wanna "waste" ur time with them...(I mean if gng out with frenz u don't click, it's so tiring...U have to entertain them, urself..U'll not be at ease...U can't be urself..nonetheless..it's kind of them to ask me out) yet i'm bored..ha...I'm contridicting myself... Maybe i lost my aim in life...maybe...I see no point in it....there were no focus...I lost all the moltivation and encouragement..... Frenz...everyone have countless of them...I bet i have too...countless fren...much more than my Phonelist can contain...I used to be such a lucky girl...One that most people wld envy...I got tons and tons of frenz...good frenz, best frenz..buddies with me...I have got a Happy Family...I have everything I want..the sun, the moon, the wind...at my wish...I dont have to worry abt anything ....Money, studies, frenz, love, Happines..I have it all.... But good things never last.... I learn the fact that eveyrthing Happens for a reason...what we get in return may not be tangible...but why me going through so much...why do i have to go trough the hardest way..others don't...Why give me everything...then reap everything away from me...It's so cruel...It's Torture...All i asked for is a simple life...I dont need to be a RICH gal, i don't have to be in DEAN's list..... I just want to be HAPPY... I'm not Happy now...there are so many things to worry about... Hmm..wonder why i get so sentimental and emotional today....but i just cant concetrate.... I wish...I wish...i can just let go of everything.. everything i mean...all the burden...all the worries...I wish i can be a blank white sheet...where i can re-write my story of life.... posted by Attitude Princess at 9:41 AM 0 Comments: Post a Comment << Home			++ The Author Choo Kai Ling Attitude Princess DOB:6th Oct 82 (Libra) cklbluelady@yahoo.com.sg MSN cklbluelady@hotmail.com You are reading the blog of a gal, with very much ATTITUDE. A pampered spoiled little princess blessed with many knights and 'Royal' friends. In general I am a very typical Librans with Confident, cheerful & positive is my Logo. Basically, I'm sociable & plain active person.. One who holds great aspiration and dreams for the future. While career is my major priority, Friends & family holds a strong priority as well. I love beautiful things and ones impression matters to me so I rate my frenz based on the 2 criteria. It sounds shallow but it's important my frenz know how to make themselves presentable cuz impression counts. I'm not pretty yet I feel it's important to leave a good impression with great attitude. I chose my frenz. chose who i go out with and I'm particular. I guess I'm not lack of frenz but i draw clear line the "category" of fren they are in. Nonetheless, I'm lucky to have many truthful ones... ++Hobbies: Shopping...Gals Talk, chilling out.. Anything that's fun.. Arts: designing & Doodling, Sports/Outdoor games: Swimming, Roller Blading Ball games: Touch Rugby, net ball, volley ball etc etc ++Favorite Flower: White Lily, Calla Lilly ++Favorite Books: Love reading magazines.. Motivating books like: Who moved my cheese, Rich Dad poor dad, I'm gifted so are you My current Favorite goes to- Da vinci's Code (GREAT BOOK) ++Favorite Shows: I love Korean &Japanese Drama... Cartoons counted?? I love Smurf -My all time favorite.. Haha. . I Love Anime too like Naruto, GTO, Bleach etc etc.. Smallville, Friends, Charmed, Alley Mcbeal, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and a whole lot more.. ++Favorite Dog: Golden Retriever ++Schools I Attended: BHSP ♥ CTSS ♥ SAJC ♥ CJC ♥ JJC ♥ NTU ++Goal Station: Pathfinder Prudential ♥ Marilyn Child care ♥ Sentosa (Faber Tours) ♥ NTUC Media ♥ Singapore Science Centre ♥ Bossard ♥ Citi + + My Favorite links ♥ Facebook ♥ Friendsville ♥ Multiply ♥ Hi 5 ♥ Yahoo Groups ♥ Singet SMS ♥ Starhub SMS ♥ photobucket ♥ Flickr ♥ B3Tapix ♥ Village Photos ♥ Shopping Life style ++ My Wishlist SLR LV Wallet Addidas Sneakers Shades Rolex Watch Issey Perfume Burberry Polo T Honda Civic ++ Blogs I Read ++Friends ♥ Joel ♥ Eileen Wong ♥ Esjay ♥ Baby Shuwen ♥ Yiling (UOC) ♥ Fanny (UOC) ♥ Lemon T (UOC) ♥ Brother CK ♥ Jolynn ♥ Giovanna ♥ Kevan ♥ Shirley ♥ Vickey ♥ Goh Chee Wee ♥ Ricky ♥ Kien Fee ♥ Roger ♥ Esther ♥ Robin (DAC) ♥ Daniel Ng (DAC) ♥ Melissa ♥ Chloe ♥ Jun Xiong (AIA) ♥ Adeline (SSC) ♥ Zaki (SSC) ♥ Janus (SSC) ♥ Shane ♥ Shumin (PL) ♥ Sweet Jes ♥ Sly Bear ♥ Angeline ♥ JR ♥ Cassandra (The Bake House) ++Others ♥ Babe ♥ XiaXue ♥ Poison Apple ♥ S'pore Official Porn Site ♥ Mr Brown ♥ Sarng Party Girl ♥ Kenny Sia ♥ Big High Heels ♥Rockson Takumi Tan ++ Friends Never Take Someone for Granted. Hold Every person close to your heart, because you might wake up one day and realize that you have lost a Diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. Treasure Each and Every Friendship. " Life Without Friendship is Like The Sky Without The Sun!" ++ Co-Workers ++ History Previous Posts Nice flowers huh? Flowers that will melt all girl... Just one week ago... For all my dear frenz and buddies out there...all ... So mad Damned I fell Poor Eileen Stupid China server Present NEVER sent out... My buddy Acez left... The M464 Tutor ++ Tag ii wish upon a s t a rr ;; wanna be right where u are you set my world on fire babe i got a crush on you. ii wish upon a s t a rr ;; cant you see how right we are we should be together babe i got a crush on you. i used to turn around and ~~walk away~~ never stopped to plae cause there was no attraction. but in my heart you start tu grow on me kind of suddenly so now i’ve change direction knowing it might seems strange llurfe came over me feeling that luck has changed do you want me, like i want you? in dis cold world, where dreams are few baby, i want you ; is it too much to ask for? i’\|l let you take me to places I nvr been if you jus give in so babe, its now or nvr me and you, you and me ; living a life in harmony its magic, babe i’ve got a crush on you. YES I do... Say you do too _____ii llurfe yoo_____ copyriighted; [ x ] KaiLinG- ©