He's Leaving

Dear Diary,

Haiz...one of my dearest buddy is leaving for France. It didn't comes as a shocked...his flight has been postpone since Augest 2004...but still when he call me this morining...I felt a swam of sadness filling me ....Tears just swelled up..I couldn't sleep anymore...

First it was Cass then Hengyong, now him...All my buddies are leaving me one by one!!! Feel so lonely.... Even jimmy now having course in Malacca...haiz.... Maybe very soon, Eileen would migrate overseas with Clarence too...

Guess hengyong is right, I must grow up, i must learn to adapt to the changes...Guess i got so dependant of them...so used to be with them...that now they are going away for years..makes me feel empty...

Somehow i just don't know what to do without them..they have already been part of my life...

Why is God so cruel to make me go through such torture... I have always believed everything happends for a reason...but why do i always go through the toughest ruote...

I'll missed you alot my dear fren....

Hope we'll still keep in touch like now..

I'll wait for the day you return and Hengyong too and all four of us can go out again...